Posted in Life happenings, Random Facts, Uncategorized

5 Things About Yours Truly

1. I’m scared of the dark and people on stilts. I can’t explain the stilts thing, and I don’t even think there’s a name for it…but the dark thing is because of watching scary movies. I watched a particularly scary one that I can’t remember the name of, but the tagline was Bad Things Happen in the Dark, and I never forgot that.

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2. I love the smell of garages, basements, and gasoline. 

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3. I am a Clairsentient, Claircognizant Empath, which puts me in the category of having “paranormal abilities”. (blog to follow)

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4. I absolutely believe in Mermaids, ghosts, UFO’s, other dimensions and possibly even big foot. Just because you haven’t personally seen it, doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. Just because it seems impossible doesn’t actually mean that it is.

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5. When I was younger I assigned genders to numbers and letters. There is actually a name for this: Ordinal-linguistic personification (OLP, or personification for short) is a form of synesthesia in which ordered sequences, such as numbers, days, months and letters are associated with personalities and/or genders. I don’t actively do this anymore,but I can recollect my patterns from back when I did do it. I thought it was normal. “Doesn’t everyone think 2 is a boy?” I used to think.

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Thanks so much for reading some randomness about me. Here’s a random fact about an adorable animal as a prize for finishing the post! 

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XOXO, Kel

 

Posted in Life happenings, Mental health, Uncategorized

The Good, The Bad, and the Annoying

Today was an interesting day to say the least, I went to bed around 2:30 in the morning and woke up around 10, so getting some rest was good.
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I felt sort of groggy in the morning, lazy almost, even after coffee and before my morning meds (sometimes my anxiety meds make me a little out of it). But I went about my day, and went to the pool. Only stayed for an hour, since my attention span is so damn short these days.
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I did get some nice color though. Then I decided to run an errand or two, which was both a bad idea and annoying to say the least. It’s Friday, and that means tourists…and a parking lot of traffic on rt.1 south bound. Oy.

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(actual Delaware traffic on rt.1)

Luckily the places I had to go were close to my house and I know a lot of back roads, but even in the stores people were either rude or annoying. So basically I wanted to punch everyone in the throat.

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I understand that you may be in a hurry, or whatever, but this is Lower slower Delaware. We run on beach time. And if you come down here and you don’t like that…fine, but don’t be a dickbag to the rest of us just because you can’t unclench.

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Then I slowly realized that my rapidly changing mood, and less euphoric feeling meant that I was probably coming down from the hypomania.

It could happen over a span of hours, days, or even weeks, but the hypomania hangover is horrible.

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At this point however, I can’t stress about it. I’m going to be vigilant, and vocal with my psychiatrist/doctor, and I know eventually I’ll have my meds right, and I can live a little more peacefully. So here’s to hope. 

Thanks for reading! And here’s a picture of some adorable kittens with some sage advice…

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XOXO, Kel